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Your name is Gamzee Makara and right now, you regret everything. Your whole life is just one big mistake. The path you're on chose you. The only person you couldn't slaughter was your best friend. Was your best friend. Now he's terrified of you and wants you to be slaughtered in exchange for everyone else. But he can't bring himself up to kill you, he claims it's because he doesn't want to go near you but, you know it's because he doesn't want to be left alone.  He's scared and confused, just like you. You wish you could just go and give him a big hug and tell him everything will be alright. But every time you go near him he cries and throws his sickles at you. Every one of them missing you by a millimeter. Karkat cries himself to sleep every night; you can hear him throughout the whole laboratory. He never eats, he never sleeps and he never moves. Just stays in his dark little corner all day and night, tucked tightly into a ball. You really just want to go and cuddle with him, make him feel comfortable again, and let him sleep in your arms.

        Your name is Karkat Vantas and right now, you are fucking horrified. You're stuck with the crazy lunatic murderous clown.  Everyone else is dead, you watched him kill most of them. Their guts spilling across the dimly lit room.  He wanted to kill you, but he just couldn't. It's like when he saw you crying he just, broke down. Started crying and just wanted you to tell him it would be alright. Instead, you tried to kill him, you screamed at him and wailed on him until he lay on the ground in a big motionless heap. You left once you saw his chest slowly rise and fall. Every night you hear him crying, he never sleeps, he never eats and he always moves. He paces around the room hoping one day, you'll actually forgive him.  Some days he leaves and doesn't come back for a few days. When he does return, he returns with food. Every night he places a plate of food near you and every night you just throw it away. You just wish he would disappear already.

                  
Your name is Gamzee Makara and right now, you are walking towards Karkat.

"Give me one more chance Karkat, I swear I won't mess up this time." You plead, you get on your knees and you fucking plead.

"NO FUCKASS, YOU'VE ALREADY KILLED EVERYONE I CARE ABOUT. YOU GET NO MORE SECOND CHANCES. EVEN IF I DID GIVE YOU A SECOND CHANCE, YOU'D PROBABLY JUST GO A FUCK THAT UP." He yells at you.
You realize his eyes are shut tight to prevent the tears from pouring out. Your eyes are shut tight as well.

"But Karkat, you're all I've got left. You're my best friend and I…..I just, can't kill my best friend. Everyone else is dead because of me, and I just……I just don't understand why you won't kill me already!!!" You scream the last few words at him. Your fists clench and your jaw tightens as you hear him stand up.
You hear metal clanking against the ground. At the moment that you think he's about to kill you, a warm liquid drops onto your head and slowly down to your face. Your eyes flutter open and all you can see is bright red blood. Everywhere. All over you and the pale body in front of you.
"B-best friend?" You call out softly, knowing that there will be no response.

A hot burning sensation fills up your eyes and your vision becomes blurred. You deserved this, you know you do. You deserve to be alone in a murderous world. All because of you, everyone is dead. You started all the slaughtering. Now you're paying for what you have done. And you will continue to live, because you deserve to be alone, you deserve to live in a cold and empty laboratory, with no one to call your friend. No one to love. No one to come home to.

    
Your name is Gamzee Makara and for once in your life, you feel completely empty. No emotions are running through your mind right now. Nothing at all. Because now you know, that there are no second chances for a troll like you.
Seriously random fic.
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:iconinstantanarchy:
[okay I'm really sorry cause this story is good but there's this one thing that kind of got to me: You realize his eyes are shut tight to prevent the tears from pouring out. Your eyes are shut tight as well. how did you notice that his eyes were closed if you couldn't see them since your eyes were closed? explain that but I really like it so don't think I'm bashing you cause I'm not, I'm just a little confused]
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:iconsky-suzuki:
Cause he closed them after he looked at Karkat.
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:iconinstantanarchy:
oh okay. thank you! beautiful and moving story! love gamzee TT_TT
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:iconsky-suzuki:
Haha, thank you!
Besides Terezi, Gamzee is my favorite character.
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:icontdlballistic:
Wait what did Karkat kill himself?
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:iconsky-suzuki:
Yes, Karkat killed himself.
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:icontdlballistic:
D: DUDE WHY I'M DEPRESSED NOW
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:iconsky-suzuki:
Because he didn't want to kill Gamzee and he wanted Gamzee to pay for what he's done. :c
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:icontdlballistic:
Wow. Hardcore. You're awesome.

Ever think of writing a Karkat and Terezi one?
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:iconsky-suzuki:
I am definitely the most awesome person to have ever walked upon this earth.

And actually, to be honest, No I have not considering I don't ship them. Although I do find some of the art really adorable.
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